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#i want you to be happy?!#i need a nap after that#its just#i am#aw#kingskin is a positive father figure no idea how that happened#d20#dimension 20#brennan lee mulligan#alex song xia#nsbu#never stop blowing up
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I'm so glad the fnaf movie just kept Balloon Boy as this creepy mf. No explanation. Why is he here. Who is he. Who cares? All the jumpscares with him were great
#fnaf#fnaf spoilers#fnaf movie#the movie was great#all the haters just hate fun#i genuinely havent felt that happy as i was watching the movie in a long time#and im going to see it again tomorrow im pretty sure lol#its just#it was amazing#five nights at freddy's#balloon boy#fnaf balloon boy#lol forgot those tags
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I'm simply obessed with Harris bomberguy saying 90% of James Somertons shit isn't his and then todd a few hours later coming up and saying and the 10% that is is bullshit.
#hbomberguy#todd in the shadows#good for both of them#its just#i can very clearly tell from the clips todd is showing me#thats the shit he probably wrote#and its all so fake
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"date me then."
#we are the series#we are ep16#chainpun#chain x pun#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#KJDHGKJD HELPPPP#marcpoon#marc pahun#poon mitpakdee#im screaming wtf is this#i mean im not complaining#its just#why is this so wild sdkjghdf#calm down#this is not how i imagined them to happen lmao
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somethingsomething visions I had while I had a fever and I had to getout of my head
I may laos be under the influence
of much sleep not slept
i needto sleep but its 4pm!!!
#isat#in stars and time#pipposketchdump#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat sifloop#i hopethe tags are right#also#loop owuld 100% take care of themwhen theyre both sjck#its just#if I drew isa while I had a fever id die#and if i draw isa now i iwll not sleep#i love you isabeau
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I could be barking up the wrong tree here, but I think a lot of the appeal of hypnosis or brainwashing to the point of temporary or permanent ego death is in being desired. Its the fantasy of someone looking at you - looking at your body - and wanting it so badly that they're willing to discard everything that makes you, you to get it.
They brainwash you, wipe your mind, replace your personality, and what they have is a perfect sex object - and it looks like you.
I think there's also an element of exhaustion to it - it's fucking hard wanting and trying to be attractive. For tgirls especially, I think its such an incredible relief to take the backseat in your own head - rest easy with the confidence that your new personality will take care of it all. You WILL meet your mistress' expectation because that's the sum of your existence now. You know for sure that you're enough. You can't not be.
#yeah i don't know#its just#there's gotta be a reason why so many trans girls want to be brainblasted or stepfordized
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I should also mention...
We are entering the Endgame Territory.
I am working hard on whats coming, which is definitely the hardest update I have ever drawn! I have been saving this final plotline for over a year now and I am feeling so many emotions about finally getting it on paper! (on... tablet? digital canvas?)
I hope you guys are excited! I also hope the wait for another update wasnt too bad!
#posting this to hold myself accountable to finish thursdays update#lmaoo shhh thursdays update isnt done-#im getting there#2 arms left#rottmnt#I dont know what day the merch is coming though#tuesday or wednesday?#but yeah after this batch of updates I only have....#a few updates left to do before the main comic series is going to end#they WILL be emotionally heavy. btw#after this week there is still plot#its just#wrapping things up plot
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Distortion
#everytime i am feeling a specific feeling i just draw that feeling in a mob fanart or Teru fanart#but teru is mostly for when i feel lonely#mob is for more otherrealky complicate to explain feelings#its just#LOOK AT MOB#my silly boy is traumatized oh boy#nothingbizzare art#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#mob psycho fanart#kageyama shigeo#shigeo kageyama
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“Oh it’s you 🤯😵💫🫨🥴” >>> “Oh it’s you 🥺🥹🥰😭”
(Once again, Mr Luke ‘king of micro-expressions’ Newton, you are a genius)
#fitting all that emotion into the tiniest little moment is just everything to me#ITS JUST#ITS SO#ITS SOOOO#FUCKING BEAUTIFUL#polin#bridgerton#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#luke newton#nicola coughlan#(don’t look at the terrible quality omg)
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I am so into the headcanon that Sparda actually managed to talk with the baby twins, even if they're just all about babbles and coos, he will be there for his sons.
Now picture this: a tall demon on his human form, sat on his favorite couch, holding two chubby and devilish adorable babies on each arm while having a whole conversation with them.
"Tell me, Dante. How is it like to share a crib with your brother?"
"Babababa!"
"I see."
"Dadada!"
"Don't be so harsh on your brother, Vergil. He may chomp on your feet, but it is his own way to show affection for you."
#its just#WHY CANT WE HAVE SOFT SPARDAD MOMENTS????#YES SPARDAD THAT SHOULD BE AN ACTUAL TAG#AND BABY DANTE AND BABY VERGIL ARE UNDERRATED. WHY#devil may cry#sparda#spardad#dante#vergil#dmc sparda#dmc dante#dmc vergil
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RECOM!NETEYAM MAKES MY BRAIN VIBRATEEEEO
CREDITS TO @neteyamsyawntu for opening my eyes to this gem of an AU
also I made essentially a Flora-coded OC. The Tawkami clan was too much of a good fit
v cute--> tragic meet cute where OC and Neteyam reunite after Neteyam has already been resurrected by the RDA (v v cliche i know, idc ITS FINE)
INSPIRED BY THIS SPECIFIC FIC (smut warning!)
#neteyam sully#avatar way of water#avatar 2#recom!neteyam#avatar rda#doodle#fanart#oc art#avatar oc#its just#such a gOOD#TRAGIC#AU#DAMN
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this is my favorite palette c:
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Made another au cuz ofc we did
This time they’re babies
That’s it
Just cuteness
#sketches#my art#vox#alastor#hazbin au#radiostatic#hazbin hotel#children au#its just#its just vox again#mostly#I have no excuse#I just think it would be cute#<3#velvette
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I personally think everyone who likes reading should read orv
#it just changes the way you'll perceive the novels you read#the stories you consume#it will give u a new perspective on yourself as a reader#its just#ugggh#i just finished reading orv and am having a lot of feels#orv
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Unfortunately, I am once again asking for assistance.
Due to several factors I don't really want to talk about, I've suffered a series of mental health episodes over the past few weeks that have left me, quite frankly, in the worst state since... basically before I started working on trauma recovery. I've come pretty close to being hospitalized a few times, but aside from the additional trauma that might incur, I also just simply couldn't afford it.
My ability to work an outside job was already limited by my C/PTSD among other things, but for right now, I can't even think about picking up a shift without having a panic attack. I can still force myself to do things if necessary, but... honestly I really need to be able to not do that, at least for a little while until I can get back on track.
Unfortunately, I can't afford to take a break with no income. A few surprise expenses came up recently which very nearly brought everything crashing down. It's only thanks to the support of my followers and fans that we were able to scrape by, but right now there's no buffer whatsoever. My partner's already working as much as he can, and almost his entire paycheck is going to rent payments and other bills. I can't ask him to work even more to cover my expenses as well.
Last month, I had to skip getting a prescription filled. I can't do that again. My cats are more than six months past due for their shots just because we can't afford it, and I'm stressed every day that I might lose them because of this. They are my literal lifeline.
To cover my own expenses, I need a bare minimum of $600 USD a month, broken down as follows:
Medication: $100
Medical Debt Bills: $300 (total $6000)
Credit Card Bills: $100 (total $3500)
Utility Bills: $100
This is just literally what I can't afford to stop paying no matter what, it doesn't cover groceries or gas, and I also need an additional one-time $500 to take my cats to the vet.
Any percentage of this that I can make through ko-fi tips, donations, requests, and patreon pledges is more time I don't have to spend forcing myself through panic attacks and hallucinations to work an outside job.
I'm hoping to get to a more stable place both mentally and financially eventually, but for now... I'm stuck. I'm stuck and it scares me. I want to heal, but right now it's like all the work I've already done and the progress I've made is evaporating. I'm struggling to keep up with even the most basic daily tasks, let alone my creativity and emotional well-being.
If you can help support me, I'm really, really grateful. The best way to do so would be through joining my Patreon, but really anything helps. I have some requests open on my ko-fi if you'd like to get something out of it, and here is a link to donate directly to my Paypal if you'd prefer that. I'm not really in a stable-enough place to make a full commitment right now, but if you leave a note with your donation that includes your url and a character name (or just a character on ko-fi), then I'll do a little doodle for you as thanks once I... am not struggling so much with the urge to delete myself from existing.
Thank you.
#zhuixing’s empty wallet#financial assistance#I was doing a bit okay for awhile but the stress is too much now#and every time I have a breakdown it gets worse#now I’m even struggling with non-stressful things due to the brain fog caused by repeated episodes#I need help#I need a viable income as an artist#because that is genuinely the only thing I can actually do#I don’t want to pressure anyone obviously if you can’t afford it#I know the world has gone to shit#its just#i thought things were stable enough then everything started breaking at once and now I’m out of meds
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